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| haven't update my blog (ameblo.jp/paaso)for a while... i will i will...maybe next week...i should start to pack...my room is so so so messy!! even though nowdays i dont own much stuff since im traveling yaaay less than 2 weeks im going to hong kong plus one day going to amsterdam!! mmhmmm after 2 months im going to korea !!! stay there almost 6 WEEKS 0.o just wondering when i will go to japaaaan....its still my big dream. to go there...... maybe next year...............during spring? if i got money ://// can't wait to see my friends in hong kong and korea...miss them so much!!<3 | | |
| CHECK OUT MY NEW BLOG:
http://ameblo.jp/paaso
trying to write there my bad bad bad japanese regularly...but its quite hard cus im laaazyyyy!!
u like it? :)
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| havent write here for a looong tiiiimeeeee...getting bored with xanga.
so i decided to have a new blog..let see how is going to work...anyways new address :
http://ameblo.jp/paaso
when im in back in finland im going to start to write there upload pics as well...sorry being so laziiie
or i dont know should i start new blog some other website like for example blogspot.com..seems so popular these days..hmmmmmm...
still empty cus i dont know really how to use it..so well..yet. and im trying to write there in japanese...i really want to improve my japanese and korean ^^
being hong kong over 2 months now.. so happy. always waited when i will get "the culture shock"..but never had and i guess i wont have it here in hong kong. i think the only time i will get is when im going to back to finland from some trip... finland looks so depressing...soo empty looking:P
i was suppost to arrived to finland today...but i missed the flight..i check the wrong day.....daamn dyslexia...i feel really stupid and dissapointed also so so frustated.
hoping ill found cheap tickets back to finland..i really really want to see my friends..!!! and then back to hong kong/asia for good
nothing else to say....too many personal things in my mind right now..
check my new blog next month ;)
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| i didnt remember how to lent a book from library.. >< embarrassed myself
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| haha most fcking bazaar thing just happened to me.
i went to school to swedish class..but i was late so i gave up and went back to school. i dont want to get humiliated by the teacher cus she really hates me. so i went back to home by bus-metro-bus system as i always do... and then i 67 to go home... soo tired and sleepy loooking really shitty today (hvnt eat now for 3 days) and then i sit hoping that no one will sit next to me... i dont like i dont know why.... maybe feeling so shitty also that not having make up today so i dont want to ppl see me extra ugly. and ofc sum guy sit next to me and i just watch the "beautiful views" as always from the window. and the guy said "hi" and i was thinking a moment.. maybe hes talking on the phone or it was someone else or im just paranoid as always XD haaahaa then he poke me.. i was like"wtf" ofc i didnt say it:P i was thinking that ooh god pls do not try to hook up with me cus thats really humiliating :P and then he looked at me and smiled....eeh? im just staring at him.. and then he said :" u remember me?" i answered:no.. i dont think so? then the guy said :" are you Zara (he pronouced me as Sara...annoying but i didnt say to him.. i cannot be too rude at the begining) me: "yeaaah...." then i was thinking a moment.. wait a sec.. i know those skinny face... but he looks kinda young.. and then it hit me.. aah he was at my old school perhaps.. like elementary.. " aah u went to same school as me at elementary in maunula?" he was just"jup".. then we talked the whole trip.. so much fun hes so nice and so matured.. i didnt regonize him... but who remember me? i left that school when i was i think 10 cus of school bullying and i didnt learn anything at school. there was a lot of drama even i left school but im too tired to tell u guys :P
but he said that i have changed so much that barely didnt regonize he said that the eyes are familiar...
ooh yeas the eyes..i got this chinese eyes...ofc ppl regonize me my area.. im the one of the few asian one here... haaa and he said that i just to be pale
so what am i now? yellow? he sounded funny.. i guess he tried to be friendly
but funny that i remembered him..maybe cus i was crush on him long long time ago.. well i was crushed on many guys XD HAHA
well telling bullshit again... i guess u dont need this kind of information but it was a funny moment for me
maybe i will go to cafe with him in future before im leaving this country;) he was so brave and nice:)))))
and he was to me:" you were so right cus u left the school...we didnt learn anything and when we went to secondary school we were so behind the others"
HELL YEAH I WAS RIGHT! i told myself deep ínside of me that i was right. when i was younger and ppl tease me at yard and at the street yelled me and laugh at me that why i changed the school.... thank god i listened my mom. i feel so gd cus it was so gd that i ignore these bastard at those time. i guess i was more matured than them at that time and finally they have grown up too ;)
remember listen your heart
its not always easy to say no if everyone desagree with you
i made a fcking great job changing the school and try to be intepeneded cus no one didnt want to hang out with me cus i was different than everyone and i didnt care abt other ppl talking abt A LOT OF bullshit behind me also straight to my face too! ^^
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~~baby jane
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was mr king kong,
went to the country called hongkong,
met ms sing song,
drag down pants of hong kong,
put a kondom,
the kondom went ving vong,
born little pingpong,
made in hongkong
<3
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